continuing to move..

i spoke with the ics worker and they assisted me to switch my residency (i think that's what it's called) to a massachusetts citizen. he said he wasn't gonna help me switch my medical insurance yet, seeing as we're not exactly positive which city i'll be living in.
i was thinking about what pushed me to move from this state and i'm going to honestly put this on my mom and amanda, the rest of my family who didn't recognize what i'm TRULY capable of for their convenience. old people don't have patience with anything to recognize what they're truly capable of because they really don't have time- don't drag me down with your unsuccessful, lame asses. negativity loves company and you AIN'T GETTIN IT FROM ME. my family assumes that just because i was distracted with courage kenny when my grandma was alive- i wanna keep going to that sad excuse of a "rehabilitation institute" because i'm stupid because i have a traumatic brain injury and i don't know better. institute is correct.. mental institute where the people that work there depend on the naivity of their clients so they can just avoid helping them to ACTUALLY PROGRESS with their lives- so they continue giving them business, thinking they're not getting more healthy or able to do things so they should continue attending that shit in hopes to get better. their favorite clients are the ones who have money and no advocacy! *CLAPS* i tried putting courage kenny on my resume and employers rightfully ignored it. that place is just ruining my potential and if people REALLY cared about me- they'd realize that. they just care about appearing as if they're really caring to other people while TOTALLY ignoring EVERYTHING i've been through and STILL managed to do. they don't wanna see anyone who came from the same place they did do better than them because it'll make them look insignificant like they couldn't accomplish the same things and i'm in worse condition than they are (or so EVERYONE and their mom assumes just because that's more easier for them). they underestimated me at that dump so they could continue having me do the SAME shit and not get any better/stronger. they didn't work on ANY of the goals i wanted to complete. i'm ONLY walking because my grandma went out and found tram holloway, who hooked me up to his arp machine and literally got my ass outta my wheelchair. courage kenny said STRAIGHT OUT to me that they didn't want me to show up at their shithole without something assisting me to walk because of LIABILITY. my ass. IF they were as good of a "rehabilitation institute" as they lie and say they are- LIABILITY SHOULDN'T MATTER. since i remember that place being covered with mats. stop treating me like i'm as STUPID as YOU and EVERYONE who's actually stupid enough to believe you actually help your clients. go distract some other idiot, i'm sick of your shit and the people from my family who still believe they're helping me are FUCKING STUPID because i KNOW they know my side of the story and they don't take in consideration of how i think that place is just some WASTE OF TIME DISTRACTION. so if you wanna know why i wanna move from minnesota, AMANDA AND MY MOM (since i remember amanda asking me why i wanted to move to new york when i have "EVERYTHING I NEED IN MINNESOTA!".. LOOK IN THE MIRROR. THERE'S YOUR ANSWER. NO.. I DO NOT HAVE "EVERYTHING" I NEED HERE. YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED HERE.) people here try to see EVERYTHING i CAN'T do and underestimate me because it's easier for them and they assume it makes them look better. i'm gonna go nuts if i try to explain this again to you idiots.